NEXT STOP ON THE SECRET TRAIN

let’s try another secret yeah? i am really paranoid that everyone hates me, whether it’s you guys online or people my friends in real life. people can be acting super nice to me but i’ll still think that you hate me. it’s just a mindset i’ve got myself in or whatever, if i think people hate be i can’t feel disappointed if it turns out they do or if they leave.  i don’t see myself lasting too long with this whole secret thing, not sure i like it. >.<

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